Ok, I'm officially disgusted at myself. About 5 years ago, I actually lost about 30# when we livede in China. I know it was a diet of low fat food with lots of vegetables, and the fact that I walked alot everyday.
Soooo, why can't I do this here? I've been steadily gaining weight back since then. Yesterday, I reached that breaking point, it was a little chilly, so I went to put on jeans instead of shorts. It was ugly, people. I could barely get them up over my lovely lady humps then my muffin top was spilling over and I could barely button them.
Then as if to dispel my hopes that somehow these jeans had shrunk over the summer, I weighed myself. I don't want to post it, but it was ugly too.
Ok so now to force myself to eat sensibly and try to exercise more and get rid of all the beer here. sigh... how depressing. I also love to have wine in the evening, while I watch TV. But I know that also needs to change. I wish they make diet wine, with nutra sweet or something. Lite beer is also gross.
I guess I will go out and join Curves today, since Lagrange has no gym. Good Lord, we have to go to the next state just to see a damn movie, why would I think they'd have a gym.
I read somewhere lately that Indiana is one the countries fattest states. I am not proud to say I'm really fitting in well here!
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